Anthony’s point of view

She turned around. Now my face was only a few millimeters from hers. I just needed to do it. So I leaned forward and kissed her. Satisfaction rushed through my body. I had wanted this for so long, and in the way she responded I knew she wanted this too. Suddenly she removed her lips from mine. ‘’What’s wrong?’’ I asked. ‘’I… I can’t do this’’ she said ‘’It’s not right, this is not supposed to happen’’ I didn’t get it. At all! ‘’What isn’t right about this?’’ I asked her. ‘’I… Precilla will kill me. Or you! Or both of us!’’ she said and I felt a sting in my heart. That she had ruined things between me and her was one thing but ruining my next relationship was a step too far. I hugged Ilona tight ‘’I will never, ever, let anyone or anything hurt you.’’ She relaxed a little bit. We lay there just hugging for an hour, until I realized Ilona had fallen asleep. I removed my arms from her body really slowly and just stared at her. We kissed, we actually kissed. I felt amazing, and thinking about everything I fell asleep.

Ilona’s point of view.

There was the dream again. All alone, on an Island, someone getting shot, and I loved him so much. How could she shoot him, we had a deal. All sweaty and confused I woke up. It was already 11 am. I looked next to me, Anthony was still sleeping. And then I remembered last night. I remembered how he hugged me until I fell asleep. I remembered how safe I felt with him. I decided to see where this would go and just go with it. ‘’F*ck Precilla, that bitch won’t ruin this!’’ I thought to myself as I stared at the ceiling. I got up and wanted to walk to the bathroom. When I was out of bed I heard Anthony’s sleepy voice: ‘’Come back, it’s cold now’’ I smiled and got back in the bed. Anthony wrapped his arms around me and kissed me on my cheek. ‘’Good morning’’ he said and I smiled. ‘’good morning to you too. Can I go take a shower now?’’ he groaned and rolled to the other side of the bed. I got up, again, and walked to the bathroom. I took a shower and got dressed. As I looked in the mirror I was surprised, I looked so happy. I smiled to myself, which was pretty creepy, and did my hair and make-up. When I came back in to my room Anthony was still laying in my bed. He must have fallen asleep again, because he didn’t look up when I came in to the room. I smiled, and got to the kitchen to make us lunch. When it was 11.45 I woke him up again. ‘’Anthony, it’s almost 12 o’clock. Shouldn’t you get out of bed, Ian and Melanie are coming back today, remember!’’ I told him. He moaned and got out of bed. He got dressed pretty quick and in 5 minutes we were eating lunch.

Anthony’s point of view.

When it was 3 pm Ian’s car pulled in on his driveway. I walked outside as they were getting their suitcases from the car. ‘’Hey man, welcome back’’ I said. And as soon as Ian looked at me, I knew that he knew. He walked towards me as Ilona talked to Melanie and asked ‘’Are you so happy to see me or…?’’ he asked and he laughed. ‘’Ilona and I are sort of together.’’ I said and I felt I blushed as I told him that. Ian smiled, and hit me on my shoulder. ‘’Congrats man, you deserve someone like her, and she deserves you’’ I smiled. ‘’Thanks!’’ I helped Melanie and Ilona carrying the rest of the stuff inside. Ilona and Melanie went to the city to get a drink and talk, so Ian and I decided to go over next week, what kind of smoshy things we had to do. ‘’So, we have those new ideas that we need to write a script for, you already edited next Fridays video so that is done, and now we only have to film IIB and lunchtime and then we’re done for this week’’ Ian said. ‘’Yeah, we’re doing a pretty great job’’ I answered him and he smiled. ‘’Say… can I ask you something?’’ Ian asked. ‘’yeah, sure, everything.’’ Ian hesitated, I could see something bothered him. ‘’What’s wrong, didn’t you have fun on your trip?’’ I asked him, but his expression changed immediately. ‘’Oh yeah, we had fun’’ he said with a wink and I laughed. Crazy Ian. ‘’But… Melanie was kind of off this weekend. She was having fun but she wasn’t totally there with her head, do you know what I mean?’’ I nodded. ‘’Girls are weird man’’ I said and he smiled. ‘’No but I don’t know what’s going on with Melanie. Maybe you should ask her?’’ I said. ‘’What if she wants to break up with me?’’ Ian asked. Silence followed. I thought for a moment. Melanie was crazy about Ian and Ian was crazy about her. I couldn’t think of a reason why Melanie might want to break up with him. ‘’Just ask her, or let it go. Maybe she was just not feeling so well’’ I comforted him. ‘’Yeah, maybe’’ Ian said and I could hear he was comforted. We went on with the planning for the rest of the month and talked about foodbattle.

Ilona’s point of view.

‘’so, you guys had fun on your trip?’’ I asked Melanie. She nodded. ‘’Yeah, it was amazing. First we visited my parents and then Ian had booked this amazing little hotel. It was very romantic and pretty. Normally he isn’t so romantic you know, but this weekend was… it was perfect’’ she said as she smiled. ‘’Well, I’m glad about that’’ I said to her and I smiled politely. ‘’Thank you. So… what’s up with you and Anthony?’’ she asked. I blushed ‘’Well, we sort of… kissed’’ I admitted to her and she giggled. ‘’That’s the beginning. You too should be together though. Friday night when we went bowling you guys looked so cute together!’’ I laughed. ‘’Well, maybe we could be a couple’’ I said and Melanie smiled. But her expression changed pretty fast. ‘’What’s wrong?’’ I asked her. Tears streamed down her cheeks. ‘’I’m sorry’’ she said ‘’I’m just really emotional lately. This weekend too, I am just… Never mind’’ She said. I grabbed her hand. ‘’You know you can tell me everything right. I can keep a secret.’’ I told her and she smiled through her tears. ‘’You have to swear that you won’t tell anyone until I told him.’’ I was shocked. Was she cheating on Ian. She couldn’t be. ‘’I promise’’ I told her. ‘’This weekend Ian and I talked about getting married, and having a family and Ian said that he didn’t want children yet, because he couldn’t combine it with smosh and everything… And I…’’ she cried again. ‘’I am pregnant’’ she said. ‘’Oh my god, congratulations!’’ I said but she didn’t look happy with it. ‘’But Ian just said he doesn’t want to have kids yet, and now I am pregnant. I am so, so scared that he will leave me when I tell him.’’ She kept crying. I still had my hand on hers and I squeezed it a little. ‘’You know. Men always say things like; I don’t want a baby yet, I don’t have time for it. But then, when their girlfriend or wife is pregnant they couldn’t be happier. I’ve seen it. A friend of mine was pregnant too, and they had only been dating for a year. She told him, and he cried of joy. They are still together and have a beautiful baby girl named Claudia. And you and Ian have been together for 5 years now. He will love you and him/her, I’m sure of it Mel!’’ I said and she looked at me. ‘’Thank you’’ she whispered. After that things were more relaxed, and we laughed a lot that afternoon. At around 6 pm we went home again. Ian and Anthony were on the couch, with a beer, talking and laughing. As soon as we walked in Anthony looked at me and smiled. A very happy feeling went through my body. Ian got up and hugged Melanie. ‘’Hey, how do you feel about me, you, Anthony, Ilona and wine tonight?’’ Ian asked and he smiled. Melanie pushed her lips together. ‘’Actually, I kind of want to spend the evening together, to end this weekend that we’ve had together.’’ She said. ‘’I’m cool with that’’ Ian said. Anthony smiled and said ‘’Fine with me too’’ Ian and Melanie did stay for dinner, which was pizza, and then they left. ‘’So… What are we going to do tonight?’’ Anthony asked. I smiled as I sat down next to him on the couch. He wrapped his arm around my shoulder and kissed me in a surprise. I decided to just go with it.

That evening we decided to watch a movie but it was more kissing that watching the movie. ‘’Anthony, we’re not even watching the movie’’ I said laughing as he started kissing my neck again. ‘’I don’t care’’ he mumbled as he moved his lips to my chin and kissed my yaw. Then the doorbell rang and Anthony opened it. ‘’Hey Ian, what are you doing here?’’ he asked as Ian came walking in to the house. ‘’Remember how I told you that Melanie was acting kind of weird this weekend.’’ Ian sayd. ‘’Yeah, so? Oh my god did she break up with you?’’ Anthony asked. ‘’No man, no.’’ I could hear Ian’s smile in his voice ‘’She’s pregnant. I’m going to be a dad Anthony!’’ ‘’Congratulations man’’ Anthony said and they hugged each other. Ian was crying now. ‘’I’m sorry, I am just so freaking happy’’ he said as he wiped the tears of his cheeks. ‘’She was really afraid to tell me, because she was afraid that I would leave her or something. Hahaha I love her so much’’ he laughed. Anthony looked very happy for him. Ian turned around ‘’I know you talked to her this afternoon. Thank you’’ he said to me. ‘’You’re very welcome! And congratulations’’ I said. He came towards me and hugged me. ‘’Well, I’m going to go now.’’ He said ‘’I just wanted to let you know’’ Anthony smiled at him ‘’I’m really happy for you man’’ he said. Ian said goodbye and Anthony came back on the couch again. I hugged him tight. ‘’Wow, Ian is going to be a dad’’ he said. ‘’I know. It’s special’’ I whispered. Suddenly Anthony cried. ‘’Why are you crying?’’ I asked him. ‘’I am just so freaking happy for him you know. And I really hope I will have kids someday’’ he said as he removed the tears from his cheeks really fast. ‘’You will. One day’’ I said and he laughed. ‘’Do you want to practice?’’ he asked laughing. I punched his arm as he said that but I laughed too.

My point of view

The day went by pretty fast. Anthony was editing all afternoon, and I was redecorating my room because I was bored. I also made some homework so that was done too. When it was 5.30 pm Anthony knocked on my door. ‘’Hey, are you awake?’’ he asked, pretty quietly. I screamed back ‘’NO I AM ASLEEP!’’ and I grinned as he opened the door.’’ How do you feel about going out to dinner tonight and grab a movie or something.’’ ‘’Yeah, sure’’ I said. ‘’Okay, dress fancy!’’ he said as he closed the door. After ten minutes I made a choice. I was going for a strapless white dress that came to my knees, black heels and a dark blue vest. As I came in to the living room I saw Anthony’s eyes getting wider. ‘’You look stunning’’ he said and my cheeks flushed with red. ‘’Thank you, you look very nice too’’ I said. Anthony was wearing a white blouse,  a black T-shirt under that and dark blue jeans. Also he was wearing dark, nice shoes. I couldn’t deny it, I never had but still, he looked extremely hot. We got in to his car and drove to town. We went out to dinner at an Italian restaurant. The food was amazing, and we had a great time. Then we went to the cinema. ‘’What movie do you want to see?’’ he asked ‘’titanic?’’ I smiled, I could hear his thoughts, they were probably going like: ‘’Please don’t say yes, please, please, please!’’ so I said ‘’No, not titanic. How about dark shadows? I think that will be pretty cool’’ he smiled, relieved and said ‘’Okay, let’s go with that one’’ he bought us tickets, I protested but he said I had to be quiet and we took our seats. The movie was pretty great, I laughed a lot and so did he. Suddenly I thought of something. Dinner… and a movie… Was/is this a date? I decided to  ask him but just see if I saw any hints. And yes, he yawned and put his arm around my shoulder. I moved a little closer to him, and we sat there really comfortable. I could hear his heart go faster when I touched his hand as I tried to pull some hair out of my face. When the movie ended Anthony stretched again, getting his arm off my shoulder. ‘’Well, it was a pretty good movie’’ he said. ‘’Yeah, I love Johnny Depp’’ I said. We got our stuff and went back to the car. As we sat in the car Anthony said ‘’I am hungry again, do you mind if we go to the supermarket and get something to eat before we go home?’’  ‘’No not at all.’’ I said. I was still kind of full, but that was probably because I wasn’t American. I smiled. As Anthony was driving he grabbed my hand. I shivered and he let go immediately. ‘’If you don’t like it, you should just say it. I felt you shiver’’ he said, insecure. I grabbed his hand and now he shivered. ‘’I shivered because of the same reason you just did’’ I said and I waited for an answer. Instead of that he just squeezed my hand. When we got to the supermarket Anthony and I went inside. He got three bags of chips, a six-pack of beer and some ‘’ready to go’’ sandwiches. ‘’do you want something?’’ he asked. I grabbed a bottle of wine. ‘’Just this’’ I said and he looked at me with surprise in his eyes. ‘’You aren’t allowed to drink yet…’’ he said, with hesitation in his voice. ‘’In Holland, I am allowed to drink, so I am allowed here!’’ and I grinned. He smiled too, got the bottle and paid. We went home and went inside. I could feel the tension between me and Anthony but I wouldn’t give in first. That was his job. He put another movie in the dvd player and we sat down on the couch. ‘’I’m going to change into something more comfortable first, if you don’t mind?’’ I asked him. ‘’No not at all, me too’’ he said and we both went to our rooms. I got into my pajamas ( sweatpants and a t-shirt) and he did that too. I already sat on the couch with a glass of wine as he came out of his bedroom with pillows and a blanket. ‘’In case you get cold, and in case you are too chicken to watch. Again!’’ he said as he smiled. I put the blanket over me, because I was pretty cold, and he gave me a pillow. ‘’thank you’’ I said and he also sat down and started the movie. And again, this was a freaking scary movie. I was behind my pillow all of the time and Anthony kept looking at me and laughing at me. He started rubbing his hands together to get them warmer. I saw it as a hint and threw the blanket in his face. He laughed and said ‘’You will get cold if you don’t have this’’ ‘’so will you’’ I answered. He moved closer to me and wrapped his arm around my shoulder. We shared the blanket, but I wasn’t cold anymore. He was really close to me and I could feel his warm breath on my shoulder. There was a really crappy romantic scene in the movie and it made me uncomfortable. ‘’Ugh, I hate these scenes. The people on the screen aren’t even kissing, they’re eating each other’s face’’ I said, looking at the screen Anthony laughed silently. ‘’what, they are!’’ I said. ‘’I know, just the way you say it’’ he said and he chuckled. ‘’yeah, well it’s the truth, they are, oh now literally, eating each other!’’ the movie’s kiss scene had turned into a blood bath, the women just ate the men. Suddenly there was a scary part, I couldn’t find my pillow that fast so I hid my head in Anthony’s chest. Just a few seconds later I heard Anthony laugh. ‘’Maaaybe we should turn it off’’ ‘’Seems like a good idea to me!’’ I said optimistic as Anthony put the tv out. ‘’I’m going to go to bed now’’ I said. Anthony looked a little sad to hear that. ‘’Okay’’ he said and he removed his arm from my shoulder. I stood up and said ‘’thank you for tonight, it was amazing’’ and decided to do something he probably didn’t expect from me. I kissed him on the check and whispered ‘’goodnight’’ in his ear. I went to the bathroom to brush my teeth en laid down on the bed. I heard him go to bed ten minutes after me. I turned off the light but I couldn’t sleep. So much had happened tonight, and I wanted something more to happen. As I thought of everything I fell asleep. When it was 3 am I woke up again, there was something next to me and it was moving. I screamed as I tried to push it out of my bed. ‘’RELAX ILONA, RELAX! IT’S ME ANTHONY!’’ Anthony yelled. He got my arms and pushed me back in the bed. ‘’Relax!’’ he said and then he laughed. ‘’Okay, what the fuck are you doing in my bed?’’ I asked while his face was still really close to mine. ‘’Well, there are mosquito’s in my room, and I couldn’t sleep so I figured I could sleep here tonight without you noticing… Well that last part went kind of wrong’’ he said and he let go of my arms. I smiled and fell back in the pillows. ‘’I’m sorry that I scared you. I can also sleep on the couch if you want’’ he said. ‘’No it’s okay, just, the next time if there are mosquito’s in your room and you want to sleep here, just wake me up and let me know, okay?’’ I asked as he laughed. ‘’Okay, I will’’ he said. I turned around and tried to sleep again. But I couldn’t, not with him so close to me. And by hearing his breath going pretty fast I figured he wasn’t asleep either. I just laid there really silent as Anthony started moving closer to me. He probably thought I was asleep because he ran his hand over my back, really lightly. All the sudden I grabbed his hand and laid it down on the bed. I turned around. ‘’What is that good for?’’ I asked, still with my eyes closed like I had really been asleep. Suddenly I felt his breath on my face. He hesitated and said ‘’I… I feel something for you, and I don’t know what it is. Well I do know what it is but it has never been so… so strong, it’s almost an urge to…’’ he hesitated ‘’An urge to spend every minute you have with that person’’ I finished his sentence. ‘’yes’’ he whispered. I opened my eyes, and saw that his face was two millimeters away from mine.

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p0isoned-paradise:

mydelicatemind:

This is my dad. He’s been my best friend ever since I was born. He’s the most important person in the world to me, and has recently been diagnosed with kidney cancer. Right now it’s only in his kidney. If he waits a while to get the procedure done to get it removed, it will spread throughout his body. My dad is so afraid that he’s in denial. He didn’t even tell my brother and I, my mom had to be the one to tell us. He lives 1500 miles away from me and I see him 4 times a year (if I’m lucky). It’s been three months since he found out, but the doctors said he’s had it for a year. I don’t know what I would ever do if I lost my best friend because he made the decision to not get the procedure done.

If this gets at least 50k notes, I will decide to show this post to my dad. Yes, I know this isn’t going to cure his cancer, but I’m doing everything I can to motivate him to get the surgery. I’m only 17 and I want my dad to walk me down the aisle when I’m older. Please show him that he’s not alone and that you care. This might save his life. Please. 

Jesus Christ, save him. please get this to 50k.

maybe tomorrow! ;)

Chapter 14

My point of view.

‘’Anthony, I’m going to school.’’ ‘’Hmmm’’ I heard him mumble. It’s been two days since he and Precilla broke up and he still wouldn’t come out of bed. I sighed, got my backpack and bike and cycled to school. The day went by slowly, but pretty relaxed. Precilla wasn’t there so there was no one looking angrily at me all the time. When I got home that afternoon Anthony was still in his bed. I made a sandwich for him and knocked on his door. ‘’Go away’’ I heard but I decided it had been enough. He was not going to waste his life being sad about a bitch that doesn’t deserve to be missed. I opened the door. He was laying in his bed, staring at the ceiling. ‘’Hey, I made you sandwiches’’ I said. He looked at me, covered himself under his blanket and continued staring at the ceiling. ‘’Thank you.’’ He said. ‘’I’m sorry I’m not talking to you much, but I have been done a lot of thinking these past two days, and I’m really confused about my feelings. But I don’t want to hurt you so I’m staying in my bed, because otherwise I say things I don’t mean or something.’’ Silence followed as I thought about what he said. ‘’that’s okay’’ I said ‘’but now it’s time to get out of bed and enjoy your life again’’ ‘’Yeah, I guess you’re right. And I am really freaking hungry!’’ He said and he sat up and the blanket fell down. ‘’Cover up, Fabio!’’ I said, laughing. He smiled ‘’Like you have never seen my torso naked. If you swear you’ve seen every smosh vid you have seen that a few more times already!’’ and he laughed. ‘’Yeah I did, but in real life it’s different’’ I said, still grinning. I went out of his room and let him get dressed. When he came out of his room he already looked way better than two days ago.

Three months later.

Finally it was weekend. I ran out of the classroom. This weekend Melanie moved back in with Ian and we were going to go bowling, all four of us. As I walked out of the building I already saw Anthony’s car in front of the school. Suddenly Precilla stood in front of me. ‘’What is going on with you and Anthony?’’ she asked suspicious. ‘’Nothing. And if something was going on it would be none of your business’’ I snapped back at her. ‘’Are you in love with him?’’ she asked me. ‘’What? No!’’ I answered in a reflex. Actually I didn’t know, but even if I was I wouldn’t tell him, I didn’t want to be his rebound girl. ‘’Well, I made a mistake. I will get him back so I wouldn’t even try to hook up with him.’’ She said. I laughed without amusement. ‘’Okay, I won’t try. But you will never get back together again.’’ I told her. ‘’Was that a threat?’’ she asked me and she came a little bit closer to me. ‘’Maybe’’ I said. ‘’you listen to me Ilona. I swear that if you and him start dating I will make your life a living hell. We are kind of becoming friends again, so don’t try anything funny to drive Anthony and me apart. You got that?!’’ ‘’Oh I won’t.’’ I said lightly ‘’you made sure you guys were apart a long time ago’’ I pushed her away and walked to Anthony’s car. ‘’Hey’’ I said while opening the door. ‘’Hey! What were you and Precilla talking about?’’ He asked. ‘’Oh, nothing, school stuff’’ I said and I smiled at him. He smiled back at me, and we drove away from the school. When we got home Ian and Melanie were there too. I hugged Melanie and said hay to Ian. Then I got dressed for our night out. I put on a red blouse and simple blue jeans and sneakers. I kind of wanted to go for my new black dress and high heels, but we were going to go bowling so that would be very comfortable. And I already sucked at bowling so the heels wouldn’t really help then. I did my make-up and hair, got my purse and went back in the living room again. Ian and Melanie would visit Melanie’s parents after bowling, so I went with Anthony in his car. Once I put on my seatbelt I caught him staring at me. He noticed and focused on the steering wheel. As we started driving he said: ‘’You look really pretty tonight’’ And he glanced at me. I bet even in the dark he could see my cheeks flushed with red when I mumbled ‘’Thank you’’. The rest of the drive we were kind off silent. We went to go to dinner first. Anthony parked his car next to Ian’s and we went inside. The restaurant was very nice. During the meal the sphere was relaxed. And the food was really good. After dinner we went bowling.  Very soon Anthony understood why I actually didn’t want to go bowling. I seriously sucked. When I threw the ball to the side for the third time Anthony laughed and stood up. ‘’Do you need help?’’ he asked while he was still smiling. ‘’Yeah, I could need some help!’’ I admitted it. ‘’I told you I suck at this!’’ ‘’It’s okay, there’s a technique, when you get that I bet you can do it!’’ at first it was Anthony’s turn. I watched what he did, how his feet stood, how he moved his arm and everything. ‘’Now it’s your turn.’’ He said and he smiled at me. I felt like an idiot while I stood there with the bowling ball and I had no idea how to do it. Anthony saw my hesitation and laughed again. ‘’here, let me help you’’ he said and he came standing next to me. ‘’Hold your ball like this:’’ and he put my arm in the right position. ‘’And your feet like this’’ he demonstrated and I put my feet like his. He came standing really close to me again and I could feel my heart flutter, I hoped he didn’t hear it. ‘’And now you go like this:’’ he moved my arm back and swung it to the front and I let the ball go. I threw a strike. ‘’Yeah, a strike!’’ I said and we high fived. After that I did pretty well, but Anthony did better so he won. ‘’Fair game!’’ he said while laughing. I grinned ‘’Yeah, I went from horrible too bad’’ ‘’that’s a pretty big step you know!’’ Ian joked. He and Melanie said goodbye and left to go visit her parents. Anthony and I walked outside. I shivered. It was pretty cold already. Anthony took off his coat and put it around my shoulders. ‘’Thank you’’ I said ‘’Aren’t you cold now?’’ I asked him. ‘’No, I’m fine’’ he said with a wink. ‘’Do you want to go home already or do you want to go out or something?’’ He asked me. ‘’Ehm, well I’m 17, I’m not getting in to clubs yet’’ I said. ‘’Sorry, I totally forgot. Ehm, we could go home and watch a movie?!’’ he said. ‘’Yeah, sure’’ I answered. We got home and Anthony put on a movie that was really, really scary. I was really scared and I jumped a couple of times. ‘’Do you even like the movie?’’ Anthony asked when he paused the movie to get some nachos. ‘’Ehm, kind of, but I’m really scared all the time and you don’t have any pillows I can hide behind’’ I said. I laughed and so did he. ‘’Oh, we’re out of nachos’’ Anthony said and he smiled after that. ‘’I’m not even gonna say it!’’ I said to him and I laughed out loud. ‘’Well, I don’t have meat anyways so…’’ He said and he got a bag of cheetos. ‘’Are these okay too?’’ he asked, pointing at the cheetos. ‘’Yeah, sure’’ He went to his bedroom to grab something and I Grabbed a few cheetos. When he came back he had his hands full. He grabbed a pillow and a blanket. ‘’I saw you were still cold’’ he said while he threw the blanket over me, and when I threw the blanket off he pushed a pillow in my face. ‘’And here’s a pillow to hide behind’’ he said laughing. I threw the pillow in his face but he smashed me in my face with another pillow. A pillow fight followed, but he was stronger. He pushed me back on the couch and sat on my lap while I tried to fight free and tried to stop laughing. I smashed a pillow against his head and he fell on the couch next to me. Now I sat on his lap and smashed the pillow into his face a couple more times. ‘’I… I surrender’’ he gasped. ‘’Sorry, I didn’t catch that’’ I said and I smashed the pillow in his face again. He pushed me on the couch again and he hung above me, his face was really close to mine while he said ‘’I said I surrendered but on the other hand… It looks like I’m winning!’’ he said. ‘’Looks like it yeah’’ Suddenly I felt the urge to kiss him, but then I remembered what Precilla said to me, and I didn’t do it. Anthony moved to the other side of the couch and catched his breath. ‘’Wow, I was really close to your face there’’ he said with a smile. ‘’Yeah, you were’’ I answered ‘’Let’s just return to the movie, shall we?’’ I asked. ‘’Yeah, sure’’ he answered. We watched the whole movie. Well I watched half of it, I was behind a pillow all the time. When the movie was done, Anthony turned the TV off ‘’did you enjoy the movie?’’ he asked. ‘’Yeah, but it was pretty scary. Now I can’t sleep tonight’’ I joked. ‘’You can sleep with me. In my bed I mean’’ Anthony also joked but his eyes were serious. I knew he was waiting for an answer to the hidden question. I smiled ‘’thanks for the offer, but I’ll sleep in my own bed tonight’’ He smiled ‘’Yeah, of course. I was joking anyways’’  ‘’I’m going to go to bed now’’ I said, still smiling. ‘’Yeah, sure, okay’’ Anthony said. I picked up the pillows and the blanket and returned it to Anthony’s bedroom. I made his bed and put the Pikachu in between the pillows. I smiled and got back to my own room. I changed into my pajama and fell asleep. The next morning was… awkward. I wished Anthony good morning and he mumbled good morning back and that was our conversation. If we were going to be together the whole weekend like this, it was going to be weird. I decided that I wanted to paint my wall today so I got my ugliest clothes, covered my furniture, put some music on and started splatting paint on the wall. ‘’Hey, what are you doing?’’ Anthony asked while he put his head around the door. At that very moment I splattered paint his way and seconds later he was covered in green, pink, purple and blue paint. I saw the surprised look on his face and I couldn’t help but just burst out in to laughter. Anthony had to laugh too, he looked ridiculous. ‘’Yeah, I’m gonna go wash this off’’ he said when we finally stopped laughing. I heard him going to the bathroom and he turned on the shower. I started to clean my room, I was done with my wall. Just when I finished cleaning everything up I heard Anthony call from the bathroom. ‘’Ilona, can you check my hair for more paint?’’ I smiled ‘’yeah, sure, just a minute’’ I answered as I put on clean clothes. I went to the bathroom and knocked while asking ‘’Are you naked right now?’’ ‘’No, I’m wearing a towel!’’ Anthony said and he laughed as he unlocked the door. I stepped in to the bathroom and Anthony stood in front of me while only a towel covered his body. Oh my god he was hot. ‘’Is there still paint in my hair?’’ he asked. I checked his hair and ran my fingers through it a couple of times. ‘’No, you’re good to go’’ I answered. ‘’Okay, thanks. If you don’t mind I’d like to get dressed now’’ he said with a wink. I grinned as I left and closed the door.

My point of view.

The weeks passed and I had the most fun someone had ever had, at least with some things. Living with Anthony and Ian was awesome and I got to see a lot of smosh stuff. They weren’t mad at me for lying about knowing them and  I convinced them that I wasn’t here to profit from them. They gave me a behind the scenes a few times and it was awesome to witness. The whole process of filming one simple video took them almost two days + editing. But the results were amazing. The things that weren’t so much fun was school. Well the school was fun, the classes were fun but Precilla wasn’t. She decided to be as bitchy as she could be to me. I got it… kind off. She was mad because I live with Anthony. And things weren’t going so well between her and Anthony but she didn’t seem to be bothered by it any more. 6 weeks after I arrived and it was time for our schools ‘’glee’’ club again Dan, the dance ‘’teacher’’ came at me. ‘’Hey, I heard you need some more help with your dancing!’’ he said and he smiled politely. ‘’Who told you that?’’ I asked him, rather surprised. I thought my dancing was pretty good. ‘’Oh, just someone’’ he answered but by the way he said that I could tell it must have been Precilla. When the singing part was over I decided to stay in the auditorium with him to practice my dancing some more. I was doing the exact same thing as he did and after ten minutes he said ‘’Okay, she was wrong. You know all the dances already.’’ ‘’Told you’’ I said and I laughed. I walked towards my bag to grab a bottle of water while I asked ‘’So, why did Precilla ask you to teach some more dancing?’’ He didn’t answer immediately. ‘’How do you know it was her?’’ he asked. ‘’I just guessed but you just confirmed it’’ I said. Silence followed. ‘’I guess you know what is going on with me and Precilla, because I spend so much time with her. I’m surprised you haven’t told Anthony yet.’’ My heart skipped a beat. I had been trying to figure out what was going on between them for weeks, but he just confirmed that at least something was going on. ‘’Told Anthony what?’’ I asked silly. ‘’Oh ‘come on, Ilona. You know Precilla and I sleep with each other almost every Friday morning because Anthony won’t sleep with her.’’ I turned around slowly. ‘’You what?’’ I asked and I got furious. I was mad at the douchebag who was standing in front of me right now and really, really mad at Precilla. That bitch! ‘’You… You didn’t know?’’ He asked me and at that very moment Precilla walked in to the auditorium. ‘’Hey, what are you guys talking about’’ she asked nonchalant. I looked at her and felt a really big urge to throw my water bottle at her head. Instead I grabbed my bag with clothes and I left the auditorium. As soon as I was outside I could breathe again. I was conflicted. I couldn’t just tell Anthony, it wasn’t my life and Precilla would kill me or something. I was catching my breath when Precilla came running out of the auditorium and bumped in to me. She pushed me against a wall and she looked anxious. ‘’Listen to me, and listen to me carefully! If you ever tell Anthony about this, or about what you heard I will personally do something to you!’’ I pushed her away, grabbed my back and tried to walk away. ‘’I’m not done with you yet’’ she said while she was standing in front of me. ‘’No?! But I am done with you. How dare you hurt him like that?’’ I asked her and I got extremely mad at her again. ‘’He would do everything for you, everything. He plans holidays for the two of you together and you act like a bitch, he brings you flowers and you complain about that they don’t smell nice. He would do every freaking thing for you, and this is how you repay him?? You’re an ever bigger bitch then I thought. I won’t tell him anything. I just hope you have the balls to do it yourself and maybe save your relationship. Although I think it’s already too late for that too!’’ I pushed her out of the way and walked away. She stared at me, saying nothing. I bet she didn’t know what to say. I had already been very nice to her, I also was kind of silent, but there is a line and she just crossed it. As I walked away I saw Nicole, a girl from the singing club with who I became pretty good friends, coming towards me. ‘’Hey, how were your extra dance lessons?’’ ‘’What’s going on?’’ she asked because I didn’t answer her immediately. ‘’I have to tell you something’’ and we talked for an hour about everything. ‘’Well, good luck with everything, since you have to sit with him in the car for twenty minutes, and you live with him. It would be pretty impossible for me to keep something like that a secret. I’ll see you tomorrow!’’ she said and she waved at me. When I came out of the school I already saw his car in front of the school. From the corner of my eye I saw Precilla getting in Dan’s car. I got even more mad at her, but I cleared my face and I opened the car door. ‘’Hey!’’ Anthony said as soon as I sat down. ‘’ How was your day?’’ he asked. ‘’busy’’ I said, and he grinned. ‘’How was your day Anthony?’’ I asked him. ‘’It was okay, a little busy too! A lot of smosh things and…’’ He went on and on about smosh. I didn’t mind about that, but I kept thinking about Dan telling me that he and Precilla sleep together and that he probably went home with her tonight. ‘’ and I kind of want to make things right with Precilla, but I don’t quite know how… Do you have any ideas?’’ he asked me. There were a thousand things that I wanted to tell him right now but I decided to go with the evil plan. Keeping my promise to Precilla but making sure that Anthony would find out about her. ‘’Maybe you should just randomly visit her tonight. Bring her flowers and chocolate. I think she would like that!’’ I said, already feeling very sorry for what he was going to find out if he actually went there. ‘’Yeah, that sounds like a good idea! Thanks!’’ he said while we pulled up in the driveway. ‘’I’m gonna go inside. Are you going there right now?’’ I asked him. ‘’Yeah, Ian isn’t home anyways, he’s on a trip with Melanie, so I’ll probably go there right now. Are you okay with being alone tonight?’’ he asked. ‘’yeah, sure. Have fun!’’ I said and I tried to sound optimistic. I turned around and walked in to the house as I heard the car drive away. I figured it couldn’t take him very long to get flowers and chocolate and get there so I cooked dinner for two. I put the food in the oven and decided to go clean my room. I was getting the food out of the oven when I heard someone slamming his car door really, really hard. I figured it was Anthony and I was afraid of what state he would be in. Heartbroken, furious? Who knew?! He shut the door of the garage harder than necessary. He came into the living room. There were tears running down his cheeks and he looked messed up. I hated to see him like this. ‘’You knew.’’ He said. ‘’YOU KNEW!’’ Now he was yelling. ‘’YOU KNEW SHE WAS HOOKING UP WITH HIM, AND YOU STILL SEND ME THERE!’’ He sat down on the couch, his face buried in his hands. He was crying again. I stood there with the food in my hands, and I didn’t know what to do for a moment. I decided to put the food down and I took place on the couch too, at a safe distance from him. You never know what people may do when they’re angry. ‘’Anthony. What happened?’’ I asked. ‘’Like you don’t know’’ he answered, his face still buried. ‘’Se was cheating on me, and you knew! She told me that! Why did you send me there?’’ He asked, now looking at me. As I stared at him the tears began to fall again. ‘’She threatened me Anthony. She threatened to hurt me if I told you. But I couldn’t not tell you. You needed to find out yourself, and I am so sorry that you had to. But you deserve so much better!’’ I looked at him as he started crying again. He was so hurt. ‘’Why did she do this to me? I was so nice to her, I gave her everything, I would do everything for her. What, what did I do wrong?’’ he asked desperately. ‘’You didn’t do anything wrong. You were amazing, she just… has an awful personality?’’ I said, hesitating. I saw a sad grin and then he started crying again. ‘’Sorry’’ he said ‘’I’m not mad at you. I’m just so…’’ He couldn’t finish his sentence but I didn’t care. Suddenly he moved closer and he hugged me. ‘’I’m so, so sorry’’ and he cried. I stroked him through his hair and whispered ‘’it’s okay, I’m not mad. Give it a rest’’ We sat down on the couch, hugging for a few more minutes. I softly released myself from his hug. ‘’ ‘common I made us dinner.’’ ‘’I’m not hungry, I’m going to go to bed. Goodnight’’ he said as he stood up and left to go to his room. I sighed and eat by myself. I did some homework and went to bed. As I lay in my bed with my eyes open I could hear him cry. I felt horrible as I fell asleep.